There's a guy under the hills "first forever" stays but he was looking for someone else while kissing me I believed that we're meant to be but jealousy gets the best in me, so I blow up and started kissing him so we fall in love and I had to leave him with alcohol. Got … Continue reading b.a.l



Running scared. Finding comfort in someone new. Like 2 kids running trying to find the one. Trying to grab our hands under my hoodie so they can't see. But they knew. We couldn't hide the fireworks. Sitting in this coffee shop wrapped in cigarette smoke. Finally feeling free. Laughing doesn't care about society and poisennes … Continue reading 17.


lost in the fucked up feelings.  Wrapped in the darkness, seeing the dark faded blue light comming from my window. It's room 93. The time is right. All connected now. There's nothing left. Asking myself why I feel this way. Why do I have to feel this way just to feel alive. How this happened. … Continue reading 93


Walking trough now well-known streets. Knowing when the lights will change - the color so they can run. The familiar faces every day. Wishing for something more worth fighting for. Trapped in their fields. Reaping day after day. Disappearing is a dream. Finding something new. But knowing there are a couple more lines to fill. … Continue reading kingdom. 

the war.

He is vicious. Strong. Once risen hard to hold him down. Making the thoughts shoot like a bullets trough a gun. He is holy. Light keeper. Passionate. Easy to tear him apart. His tears are making the gunpowder. He is a hurricane. Unpredictable. Doesn't belong to no city doesn't  belong to no male. Loud but … Continue reading the war.


The unique love story. The one and only. The magical one. Finding each other in the darkness, filling every edge with the brightest light. The demons are gone. One savior and one warrior. Fighting for their love. But their story is unknown. Their hearts are made of gold. The warrior had 2 times a little … Continue reading roses.


​ Now I don't know if you recognize this person. They are maybe around you. But you don't feel what I feel. It can't be described. You can only see it.  I'm talking about that person who changed your life just like that, no warning, just a simple handshake. Okay I lied, there was one … Continue reading you.

Chasing dreams is dangerous 

  I thought I'll be happy while I'm chasing my dreams. One year ago I said I don't want to waste my life, I want to chase my dreams and help my family. In my head, all of this was a perfect picture. Started working for that to get out of my country and school … Continue reading Chasing dreams is dangerous